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[30 Jun 2002|05:50am] 7 -snort * geekish preps

i love jason. :] [30 Jun 2002|05:32am] i haven't updated in a while. i've been making layouts and stuff like that for my friends. well last week we had v.b.s (vacation bible school) at my church. it was pretty fun but next year i think i'm just ging to help out because i'm getting a little too old to go in the classes. then thursday we had a cookout that was cool. so yeah. well i've been talking to this dude jason more and more then last night i finally got the guts to ask him out and he said yes. so i'm like really happy. he's a real cutie too i think i'm going to put his picture on here. he's really sweet too, we're going to go to the movies sometime soon together and i just can't wait. i made meg a background and icon but i duno if she'll like it because she wanted something that was pink and white and i made purple light purple and white but i was just messing around and put her name on it and it's really really cute. so yeah. well i've been packing for florida and stuff we're leaving tuesday night or wednesday morning and i just can't wait...it'll be soooo much fun. but mom's been watching the weather and it's suppose to rain like all week in florida so i duno. but when i get back me and jason are going to go to the movies or the mall and hang out. oh god i love him so much and if you think i talk about him to much then shove it because i love him so get over it. well i'm going to go back in the lj chat and talk to my friends and stuff and i'll put up his pic later. love always and forever, emily ann 2 -snort * geekish preps

aw :] [29 Jun 2002|02:02am] aw look at my layout i made all by myself. hah :] emily ann 4 -snort * geekish preps

wow O.o [24 Jun 2002|11:08am] Which store are you?? This quiz was made by Carly Take the What Kind of Chinese Food Are You? test! Which Scooby-Doo Movie character are you? Made By: stardazed</center> what can i say? at least he's hott :D What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm - Find your flavor here! Find your inner No Doubt Song! by Brit 10 I act like I'm 10. This test was brought to you by BLX - Cheap laughs.... You get the EXOTIC DANCER BARBIE! You're a real slut, but nobody ever said there's anything wrong with that. You like showing your stuff, and have are on the flirtatious side. You also like causing ruckus sexually. ooh yes. Anything that involves sex, you know about. But it doesn't mean you're a bad person. You're cute and cuddly inside too. :) 3 -snort * geekish preps

got a lil bored in the lj chat :X [24 Jun 2002|10:53am] OnlineHost: *** You are in "Friends - Live Journal". *** Pimp emiLy: >.< Pimp emiLy: :\ Pimp emiLy: :/ Pimp emiLy: :] Pimp emiLy: :[ Pimp emiLy: :I Pimp emiLy: :> Pimp emiLy: :< Pimp emiLy: :D Pimp emiLy: :X Pimp emiLy: :O Pimp emiLy: :C Pimp emiLy: :]~ Dystopians: ... Pimp emiLy: :-] Pimp emiLy: :-[ Pimp emiLy: :-X Pimp emiLy: :-D Pimp emiLy: :-O Pimp emiLy: :o Pimp emiLy: :) Pimp emiLy: :( Pimp emiLy: :-) Pimp emiLy: :-( Pimp emiLy: mk i`m done. Dystopians: Much appreciated. Dystopians: -.- Pimp emiLy: oh yeah. Pimp emiLy: -.- Dystopians: o.o Pimp emiLy: and o.o Pimp emiLy: and O.o Pimp emiLy: and O.O Pimp emiLy: :D Pimp emiLy: oh and :P Pimp emiLy: mhm. Dystopians: ;.; Pimp emiLy: Hm... OnlineHost: My Lil Angel 555 has entered the room. Pimp emiLy: Chat is very boring today. Pimp emiLy: So why not make millions of faces? Pimp emiLy: Mhm. Pimp emiLy: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz Pimp emiLy: 1234567890 Pimp emiLy: ~!@#$%^&*()_+{}|":>?<[]-=\;',./ Pimp emiLy: ²‘ 5 ? Pimp emiLy: I'm bored. My Lil Angel 555: !@#$%^&*)!*@&@&@^@&! Pimp emiLy: jess <3 My Lil Angel 555: emi<3 3 -snort * geekish preps

... [23 Jun 2002|12:42pm] i just don't know what to do anymore. my self esteem is so low. i feel as if life can't get any worse. i'm to the point where i want to see if i can slit my rists or something to ease the pain, take my mind of everything. no guys want me, they all say i'm cute but yet you know. my friends are turning agaist me one by one like dominoes in a long line. tears are streaming down my face this very instant while i think about my best friend who i feel is turning against me. just like i said they all say they are my friends but i just dont understand how i could ever believe them. if the were my friends then why am i always online and have no one to talk to but yet they are online. i feel as if i'm only seen as 'emily' not as someone that also has feelings. people say such hurtful things sometimes and i just don't understand it. well i guess i'm going to go cry myself asleep. 1 -snort * geekish preps

hm... :\ [23 Jun 2002|12:32pm] I'm going to try and update my old paid account livejournal. it's pimpularity. p`z, Emily Ann 1 -snort * geekish preps

mk *:] [23 Jun 2002|12:16pm] welp... this is a really cute journal. and (jordyn ) made this background for me. it's so cute. but last night i left my computer on and downloaded psp7 so i make backgrounds and icons. if you want me to make you anything just comment on here. but i'm not going to e-mail your or IM you or anything you can AIM me on humping patterns or IM me on pimp emily or e-mail me but if you leave a comment then you need to check back every now and then to see if i replyed to it. when you leave the comment tell me what you want it to say look like and colors. thanks, Emily Ann *:] geekish preps

Some poems I read that reminded me of myself :-X [22 Jun 2002|08:14am] She lived in a life of slitude. she lived a life in vain. she lived a life in which there was a strong, ongoing pain. she had no friends on which to lean and cry her problems to. she had no friends to give her love and hope and kindness, too. she thougt about it day and night; she upon her bed. her mind made up, she grabbed a gun and put it to her head. just then a ring came from the phone. she pulled the gun away. her mom was on the other end and wanted just to say, "Happy birthday, my dear girl. today is just for you. i care for you with all my heart, i hope you know that's true." these words ran through her mind so much. the gun was down for good. she changed her mind about her life and then she changed her mood. she thought about this special day and what her mom had said. the gift her mom gave her that day was the gift of life again</i. -Thad Langenberg. ...I read this poem and when I got done I was in tears it just took a hold of my heart. i've thought about stuff like this before. like no one loved me and all i am is a fat whore and stuff. but then the next minute i don't. there's just things about life, sometimes you can have fun then there are those difficult times when you don't know if you can stand it much longer. Well that's all I have to say. P`z. Emily Ann *:[ geekish preps

[22 Jun 2002|05:19am] This shalL be my new journaL. *:]. Testing testing 1...2...4...I mean 3 :X rofL. Mhm. Love -Emily Ann Oh and if you want to be added to this journaL then please comment and tell me so. and add me before you comment. thanks *:D 3 -snort * geekish preps

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